once again~
the best thing comes from nowhere :D
who will ever think that…
someday the one you thought will never come back send you a message?
you woke up from nap…
check your phone…
realised there’s a msg…
from~
016-xxxxxxx
the number i used to contact every single days…
kinda shock …
screwed him…
ignored him…
abused him by using words… XD
after all…
kinda curious what have happened…
text him a msg…
“dude~ what make you have such a big changes ah?”
“my rationality and my mum”
“ooo… late is better than never change… add oil la”
“thx”
then the night…
i received another msg from him…
“slp well and remember put on blankie”
the next morning…
i rpl…
“morning dude… everything wont be the same anymore~ need not waste your time”
“gud morning… ok… minimize my disturbance to you”
during evening…
i typed almost 20 pages msg to him…
told him how far i have come…
from the moment he ignore me to i force myself love him to i caught him v her to i accident to NOW…
he rpl…
“i struggled i cried, i kinda naive to think that she will be the one instead of you… day by day… when i am free, i keep on searching your old link altho u have switched ur blog… end up disappointment but i kept trying… ask my friend circle about you… my friends started the doubt my loyalty to zoe… then i started to realise my foolish… i make myself drunk for more than a week, end up late for work everyday till my boss consult me yet the condition remainedn even gone worser, so i decided to end it… till when it was too late… i knew it no one to blame but myself… i regretted, i awaked, i cried, i struggled, i drunk, but i knew u wun come back anymore. i cant slp well, no nightmares but memories i had with you floated up… till the day i chosed to text you previously. i told myself i must do something but i was too numb and blank-minded, do ntg but juz forward a msg to u n hope for a rpl, which seems to be imppossible… Michael told me the isuue in FB, i knew i have created a problematical issue n dragged a piece of white paper to get involved. i felt that i am exactly a failure of god creation. til you text me this morning, i replied and i went to shower. immersed into d bathtab n nearly get drowned. i was too preoccupied. i couldnt wash out the image in my brain, of last text u send me. it was kinda pouring a pack of salt 2 d existing wound”
i rpl…
“cherish everything u own now… dont ever repeat the mistake once again…”
then i ask zoe…
incase u dun remember zoe…
http://iamhardcookie.blogspot.com/search?updated-max=2010-03-14T22%3A57%3A00-07%3A00&max-results=1
Moshi Oo aka Jet Aime aka Zoe aka the reason he chose to leave me; a gal who he fell in love with since he entered his company aka the one wish i could forgive him due to love is something not controllable… aka the one who blocked me after reply me all these shits…
i typed her a msg
“sorry for disturbing… may i know what haven happened to isaac?”
guess she is the one who know the most about him =)
guess what she did?
she blocked me without reply anything!
biatch!!! you are such a cibai 凸(ˉ(∞)ˉ)凸
this proven she so failed!
that time damn lan yeng…
n now?
karma karma karma…
i though Isaac will be dumped~
or Isaac daughter will be dumped…
who will ever though that…
Isaac dumped her because of me?
XD
i laugh over and over again…
GOD!!!
I LOVE U!!!
KHARMA
shiok sangat~
*i am so evil*
i am so happy and enjoying to see all of these happened :)
zoe…
forgive him la…
love cannot control ah…
≧◡≦
i am so happy :D
once again…
Life is like a rainbow.
You need both the sun and the rain to make its colours appear
thanks for the rain and sun :D
the rainbow is damn pretty weih~
thanks fro my friend^^
yessss~
i am hardcookie!!!
HARDCOOKIE!!!
another song to describe my feeling…
it is so true!!!!
每一次
都在徘徊孤单中坚强
每一次
就算很受伤
也不闪泪光
我知道
我一直有双隐形的翅膀
带我飞
飞过绝望
不去想
他们拥有美丽的太阳
我看见
每天的夕阳
也会有变化
我一直有双隐形的翅膀
带我飞
给我希望
我终于
看到
所有梦想都开花
追逐的年轻
歌声多嘹亮
我终于
翱翔
用心凝望不害怕
哪里会有风
就飞多远吧
隐形的翅膀
让梦恒久比天长
留一个
愿望
让自己想象
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weeeee :D
let me make a conclusion…
this relationship is like paying by using credit card…
i am seller he is buyer…
he buy he pay with credit card…
i sell yet i never receive in real…
and now~
he got the bill…
he pay all his debts…
and…
BREAK-EVEN :D
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