hello ave, how are you? well everyone asking this question and then as usual i would come up with fine thx...
am i fine???
i doubt
i have been rejected with a few reasons
- i am happy and secure
- i am his burden
- he is not comfortable with himself
- he is insecure
- i am not easy to handle
well, what can i do? no matter how sad am i, he wont stay anyway, like those in the past...
then comes up with a dude, who like me since we studied in the same class this year i guess?
he asked me to be his gf, but i dont love him, so i rejected...
so bitchy right? rejected someone who loves me truly and treat me nicely
but then i cried for the one who yell at me and told me he doesnt need me around or perhaps he is just using me la...
let me stay single for a period of time la,
make it one year at least!
today 28 jan 2013,
i wanna stay single until 28 jan 2014
so everyday i reminding myself he doesnt like me he doesnt like me he doesnt like me
yeah please~
he doesnt like me and he doesnt need me as he said
so relationship case closed!
well, my studies
erm, i am doing quite ok in 1st sem,
2nd sem so far still ok
i need to buck up!!!!
back to study back to study ave!!!!
my school moving this end of semester
i got 3 choices
- stay in jb, travel down to clarke quay everyday which might spend me around 3 hours
- stay in singapore, save me around one and half hours maybe?
- switch back to kl
well, i visited the kl branch yesterday,
frankly, i like the campus, but i not sure how's the teaching
i pretty sure singapore branch is the best
previously he is partly the reason to switch back
but now?
my time~
3 + 3 = 6
6 hours each day which is kinda
crazy
but still, KL side is kinda congested
still need to wake up early for classes
i guess i will go for either option 1 or option 2 la
afterall
i am pretty satisfied with my results
but i wanna do it better
i know i can do it better!!!
share something from go beyond,
" you need to fold the wingtips so it can fly longer. and you need to cut here, here and add a layer here so it can fly faster."
so now i am start from scratch, studying fashion design for 3 years
already late for 3 years
but this is what i am really into
what i really can do well
so no regret!!!!!
what i regret is spend 3 years on marketing, which is not my stuff
doesnt matter
i do learn form marketing
:)
so everything start from internship
which is end of diploma
from there i gonna learn about the industry
hah!
then i have a base for my own career
go go ave!!!
so what i need to do now is study hard
learn everything i need to
and do my best in my studies
i can do it i can do it i can do it
keep reminding myself
he doesnt need me and so look after myself
i can do it
i can go through every obstacle
i can i can i can!!!
actually i am still kinda down over it..
but i will be fine soon...
:)
gimme some time
i got rejected every time
so get rejected another time isnt a big deal
:D
gimme some time...
i will be fine
