beep beep beep beep beep
beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeepppppppppppppppppp
was in a dilemma
“what should i wish?”
get well soon but suffer with lotsa surgeries?
or
die peacefully without pain
?
i am sad to see her limbs swollen and poked with needles…
her 10 finger tips have few needle holes…
her hands blue black…
pain…
and now…
her pain ease…
she need not worry about us anymore…
i am sad…
i feel so bad…
threw temper on her…
rejected her request for asking me eat this and that…
sorry ah ma…
i am so sorry…
do you know what’s the different between our body and dead body?
ours are warm and soft…
theirs are hard and cold…
she’s still ok around 12 to 2…
i was sitting beside her…
folding paper cranes…
but…
4 to 7 something…
she suffering…
breathing difficulties…
why so suffer???
why la???
she was okay after the brain surgery…
then lungs infection…
her body is too weak for the surgery…
i am so sorry ah ma…
sorry…
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