decided to blog out my feeling before i go to lala land…
everyone is going Aus to finish their studies…
including my lovely friends jaymi vinsern n jon loke chee sum…
and of cause i feel sad and down…
when i think of i gonna be alone :(
yet~
i cannot transfer to Aus as the scholarship…
i need to pay back Taylors if i transfer there~
but i really want to to Aus~
try to experience something different…
so i think of maybe double degree?
finish degree 3 yrs here and spend 1 year over Aus~
not a bad idea…
2 degree and exposure to Aus…
cost around 180+++ ???
but~
think again…
can i really leave my family my lovely place my babies behind for 1 year?
can i do this???
i worry i will burden my dad :(
i still have 2 younger bros~
and what so good about Aus?
why i wanna go there?
as~
* if i go @4th year~ i will go alone…
* i guess the major reason is i enjoy the loneliness over there? stay alone eat alone enjoy the peace, tranquilness over there?
* if so~ i can go kampar or sabah or sarawak right? i can be independent there as well:)
* EXPENSIVE!!!
what i cant let go the most are my babies actually o(╥﹏╥)o
so i guess~
i am not going :)
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