Always thought you and I were perfect
I could tell you from the start
Thought you were gonna be my man, but then you left tore me apart
And now you're gone
You ain't by my side, got me askin' questions
Cause everything we were was all a lie
When were you gonna tell me
oh how you feel
Why you gotta wait so long to tell me it was all unreal
Everyday I sat by just waiting,
For you to come back home
But then i saw you with a girl
Broke my heart, and left me cold
Seems so unreal,
Can't grasp this thought, couldn't sleep at all last night
Cause just realized it was all a lie
When were you gonna tell me
Just how you feel
Left me for someone else and here i am caught up in tears
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i love this song…
i love the lyrics…
i like how the lyrics can drag me back to the past…
i feel what i used to feel…
my body was shaking when i saw that comment…
how i hate him how i cursed him
everything
in my mind again…
a rational person would know that i shouldn’t trust him again…
i am happy with him now…
i like how can i be in front of him…
no matter how foolish how childish how NOOB…
but i scare i will be hurt again…
is he trustable?
everyone has different point of view…
his friends said…
“if i were you i will give him a second chance…”
my friend said…
“a truly changed person deserve a second chance…”
i scare to trust again…
because i scare to be cheated…
i scare to be cheated…
because i scare to be hurt…
i scare to be hurt…
because i scare to be sad…
i scare to be sad…
because it is pain…
i scare to lose once again once i get used to it…
i get used to his funny voice…
then i scare the annoyed-mode voice…
i get used to his companion…
then i scare the i-am-busy excuses…
overall?
i still cant trust him fully…
:(
but i enjoy to be with him…
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