i cant take this anymore

there are few types of videos i refuse to watch…

1ST

animal abuse video

my heart cant take it…

i know all the animals abused severely…

i feel pain and i am scared…

 

human~

as a part of HIGHER ORGANISNS…

unbelievably…

owned the ugliest heart…

they are selfish

they are greedy

they are a devil in disguise with human body!

how could they kill an innocent animal with their weapon on hands???

some of them even record it and posted up to net…

WHAT IN THE WORLD?

what are you trying to tell us?

and

what you actually want?

 

you want high attention from others?

congrats :)

you did it!!!!!!!

 

YOU ARE NOTORIOUS NOW~

are you happy?

 

i can’t do much to stop animal abuse…

but what can i do is love my pets more and more

right?

 

 

2ND

sweet proposal video

 

it’s not that i hate it…

i am just being jealous to the lucky girl…

and i know that…

prince and princess story will never ever happens on me!!!

so no points watching it…

 

then imagine it for whole day~

expect someday~

perhaps someday~

i will be treated that way as well~

 

while i know that…

i never be treated that way and i will never be treated that way…

 

this is distance between fantasy and reality…

the more you imagine…

the more you get disappointed…

the further the distance,

the greater the disappointment…

 

it’s not that he or she treat me bad…

it is just that i expect too much…

 

so~

back to reality

face the reality noob~

 

i still have 4 assignments in row~

щ(ﾟДﾟщ)

 

reality is always harsh…

sigh~

 

somebody can get a LV when her dad in good mood

somebody can get a brand new IP 4 after few days launching in US

somebody has a black credit card that has no credit limit

 

while me?

this month purchase a rm50 cloths…

then perhaps i need to bring bread to college dy…

 

want a camera?

then bring food to college everyday day for 3 months!!!

and not spending a single cent

 

want a phone?

then bring food to college everyday day for 6 months!!!

and not spending a single cent

 

want a camera and a phone?

then bring food to college everyday day for 10 months!!!

and not spending a single cent

 

reality~

perhaps you will say~

work la~

so big dy~

 

so sorry…

my parents don’t allow to~