errrrr?

i am unhappy

i hate my birthday dinner

i hate meat appear in the dinner

i hate the fish

i hate the killings around me!!!

i hate the black face in front of me early in the morning of my birthday

i hate it when i try to look for someone for talking

all of them find me for a purpose

i am fucking tired

i dont ask for roses, expensive dinner nor a diamond ring

i ask for a simple vegetarian meal

and at least a lovely day without sadness

what i feel right after the black face is

continue sleeping till the next day

i dont want to celebrate birthday anymore…

i have to type it out

i got nobody to express to