Saturday, December 3, 2011

dear blog :)

third day of working if not mistaken =) oh my goodness… i was so tired yesterday reached home from muay thai around 11… slept right after i bath with wet hair, and this morning my hair was still wet while i get up… today is saturday… while everyone just prepared to get in their bed, i struggled to wake up for work, well well well… this is once i wanted back in studying time, be independent and responsible for my own life, i got it now =) everything has its own bright side and dark side… i feel kinda stress after i received a call from the accountant aske me pick up faster as i am going to work alone after a week… for your information, my shift is the busiest shift, housekeeping form generator, cashier, receptionist, breakfast coupon issuer... =( i am very scare… BUT!!!!!! i told myself i must prove to them i can do it!!!!!!!! i got my own user now~ check in and payment is a lil bit tricky…i answer phone call, for room reservation… urgh!!!!!!!!!!!! i need to speak malay!!!!!!!!!!! damn hard to listen their accent… the phone is something wrong, i can hardly hear the voice from the other end… and everything is coming once together, and some periods we are damn free… cant it be balance a lil bit? everything is so messy when they comes together… i feel alienated sometimes… sometimes i think “why the fuck i work here? i am learning marketing not accounting~ so glad that i am not doing accounting… but even marketing, i still think is is wrong for me… dunno if design will give me such feeling anot?  but everything is too late now… these few days were raining, hate it while it rains and i need to drive… jam and dangerous, reached home after an 1 hour drive and i got no much time left… DAMN!!!!!!!! i seriously wish i can catch everything up as soon as i can… this job not bad, just that all the system kinda confusing… with different company different payment… ARGH!!!!!! facing customer must be confident… everything must be neat (apparently not my style)… i like my partner, Valarie, she is a very nice person… but i scare i annoy her… my brain must be very very clear while i count money… must train my brain to be sharp!!!!!! WISH ME ALL THE EBST FOR MY JOB!!!!!!

every morning my mum prepare breakfast for me…

i got burger today Open-mouthed smile

it is super yummy!!!!!!

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watched Victoria Secret Fashion Show

those girls mesmerized me!!!!!!

i wanna work out work out work out to get their body!!!!!!

height is impossible

but thick or thin, i think i can control…

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