.......................hardcookie.......................: it’s now or never

I am going to start my new life soon, will I regret when all my marketing friends getting their fruitful pay while I am still struggling with my fund for my assignments? I think so, but HEY!!!!!! this is what you always want to do in your life. don’t you? people asking me every time, “hey! what you want to do in your future???” I said “ design my own clothes and sell them” But what was I doing all the time is, studying marketing, double jeopardy, crack 2000 words for assignments, attend boring lectures, just for a cert, that earn me a living, so~ boring right?

Now, I am thrilled… I still cant imagine the changes going to be in 2 months time. So strange yet so excited!!! I think this is going to be the twisting point of my life… Something looking forward to… 1 laptop with internet connection has fulfilled all my needs for completing a Marketing certs, but now, not anymore… I need scissors, cloths, colour pencils, sketching books, etc etc etc!!! *ka-ching ka-ching ka-ching*… Although I can choose a better way out, get a job and struggle for higher position, but think again, if it isn't now, then when will be the best time to pursue my dream? Right??? when I earn thousand billions (I doubt) per month? or after married (I doubt), or when I can barely walk, spending whole day crocheting in house on a rocking chair??? IT IS NOW OR NEVER!!!!! I told myself, it is now or never…

I used to relocate a few times in my life, from Kepong to Sungai Buloh, from Rahman Putra to Sunway Rahman Putra… I used to think Kepong and Sungai Buloh is far far away, from my house to One Utama is far far away, from Kepong to Sunway Pyramid is far far away, from Sungai Buloh to KL is far far away… all I know is how to go my school from my house, to my granny house, to Jinjang pasar, to my favorite curry noodle store *slurrrrrrrrrp*… Now, it is expanding, I down to KL everyday from Sg Buloh, pass by Damansara, Kepong, Jalan Ipoh, my primary school, my high school all the way to my work place, and after work, I take highway, pass by One Utama, Paradigm Mall, Sunway Pyramid, to my university. I even know how to go Mid Valley now Open-mouthed smile by driving … hehe… And I think my world is continuing expand… still not sure how wide it is gonna be, but I wish the sky is the limit ^^

The feeling of being selfish is kind of AWESOME, decide based on my own happiness, please myself, feel so rich and so satisfying~ I need to list down things I need… find a few good hang out places for food Smile with tongue out *typical Taurus* explore the world yo! Get a job after everything stable and save for my travel fund Open-mouthed smile (TIOMAN!!!!!!!!!!) cant wait~